I'm close to leaving. School hasn't even started, and I 'm close to leaving.

I am seriously thinking about packing up my car and leaving, maybe tomorrow. The school hasn't cashed my check, classes haven't started, and it'll be like I never was here. Like a phantom: people saw me, but I'm gone. I could be in San Francisco in eight hours, or be in a hotel in LA in two, with all of my belongings in my car.

Can anything be worth this strain on my mental health? I've got to get out.

Maybe I'll just move out, and when classes start, I won't enroll if they don't like that. I can't live here.

If you see me, say goodbye. I could be gone tomorrow.